Tuesday, November 6, 2007

hey guys, I'm alright.
Choi, peipei, alvin and everybody who cares.


I laid down my pride and went to his house nearby playground and waited for him.
Everything we have done last night, doesn't cheer me up by a little.
It isnt the first time I fall out of relationship and it isnt the first time we broke up either, I shouldn't feel that bad afterall.
Near half a year of relationship, to me, it's not too long not too short but enough for me to sacrifice willingly.
In another hand, to him, half a year of relationship is as light as feathers, could be blown away immediately once the wind came.
I know you've moved on, that's easy to see but I dont understand why did you take my love so lightly.
Heartless isnt the word to describle you, blind fits best.
Blinded by your thinking, one day you'll soon realise your heart cant feel anything.

He gave a bangle.
A very pretty one.
'supposed' to be anniversary present but it now a parting memory.
He wants me to promise wearing it and not return to him.
Yea, I'm wearring.

It's almost impossbile for me to forget him now.
I told him I'll be waiting for him and the answers he always gave me are either
"dont wait for me" or " dont put high hopes"
Supposingly, he haven put himself in my shoe before.
Only if he understand how much pain I'm going through, he wun say those to me.

Drenched in the morning rain.
Do you even care about your own feeling?
Let along mine..


summer;
waiting for rain in drought.
I'll have some dignity left for myself.