Monday, September 27, 2010

Melvin is finally returning in 3 days time (:
20 days of serparation definitely makes the relationship fonder, I cant wait to be in my hubby's arms.
I am grateful that his friend is sending me to the airport as his flight would only land sg at 1am

I linked Evirna and I went to her blog!
I realised there are soooooooo many noble mummies of our age.
Some are mummies-to-be and some already gave birth!
Flipped through and read up the other noble mummies's posts.

It rang some bell, of the unhappiness
I din get to been through what a bride would normally do.
I have no honeymoon, no wedding photoshoot, let along a grand wedding dinner.
Mine was just a mini buffet by a community center where almost all the wedding preparation were done by me alone.
Til a point where I broke down and Melvin took out time from his NS and helped up.
I even get cold remarks from the relatives that I should consider aborting or should I not burden Melvin and bring up the kid myself.
After marriage, I deferred my school, stop all my part times and daze at home without my NS hubby by my side everyday.
I couldnt work my previous jobs anymore, no one wants a ambassador with a tummy.
Life is hard, even til now I still hear people claiming me a disgrace.
None went the way I want them to be, its absolutely heart breaking.

Since then, I wanna make a point here.
I accepted the facts that we will not lead a luxury life now and it gonna be real hard for us.
We started off with nothing and barely enough to start a family.
All we have is a determination to work it out.
In the future to come, I promised my baby will lead a better life than anyone who looked us down.
Whatever we attain in the future are credits to our hardwork.

I'm bliss to have married Melvin Chan, there is no wayI could find a better man.
I am thankful that my parents and my kins have been by my side from the start til now.