It has been such a big headache recently.
You wouldn't believe how much saving we had, barely enough to even give birth in the hospital.
Was trying not to burden Melvin and earn few bucks for milk powder and diapers money before baby comes out, yet in the end it turned out sour.

I brought in goods, and there are people who do consignment jobs.
So they take the goods, mark their price, sell at their own time own day, return me a fixed cost and left over stock and they got their own profits.
Yet one day, they came back to me with all my stocks confiscated by NEA and 600dollars fine.
It wasnt my name on the fine yet I was asked to pay for it.
*Note* They didn't even return me the cost of they sold or confiscated that day, giving the excuse that they don't know how much they have sold for the day.
Says its partly my fault because I called sengkang police post and was told that street selling doesn't need a license and hence goes on with it.
Look, apparently it was mis-informed and people just threw the fines to me.
Tried appeal but failed.
Usually first time offence could be withdrawn but obviously it has been pin-pointed, the people who are selling have been complaint specifically and fine could not be removed
Wonder what attitude they gave to the customers, out of the WHOLE STREET, they are the only ones been issued fine.

Where do I get the money from. 600DOLLARS!
For the past 9 month, I hold my craving and minimize my spending to the max yet whatever I saved up and through my mini online shop just enough to pay.
Mical is coming to the world soon, everything takes money.
I could be the most depressed mom on earth.

Wanted to do some apparels deals.
I designed few dress and ask manufacturer to produce me with sample piece.
After payment, manufacturer went mia.
Dress Gone. Money Gone.

Nothing seems right.
I still got 1000000000000000000000 things to complaint but I am too tired to rant over it now.

Whatever will be, will be.
I simply hopes that everything will be alright.
As long as I keep myself breathing, the world is still beautiful.